ouch!

hurting just makes us human.
:)
that's all...

gL :)

i wonder what my gL is doing today:)
i hope you're fine and you're doing great in your studies or work (if you're working)
i want you to know that today, i started to share my faith with people near me.
with my friends.. un lang.. ;0
i'm always praying for you.
sana you also do pray for me. :)
lapit na exams ko, i'll study hard.. :)
i can't say na i can't wait to see you. :)
i'll wait,,.. and i am waiting,,, don't worry... :) muah!!! :D

one life to Live

we only have one life to live here on earth.
we spend it on the people we value most.
we spend it with our friends, family and special ones.
some also spend their lives in the things that they want to do. (tennis)
others spend most of their lives studying and working.
thinking of the time that had passed, i evaluated my life if i really made my life count.
i stayed for 16 years in Aparri(my town)
i spent 12 years studying there.
while studying, i helped in our business and stayed with so called friends.
i tried having relationship that i thought would last.
i tried to dump friendship for little misunderstandings.
i didn't study that much.
i spent less time with my dad and amma even we're in the same town.
as i looked back in my life, i have some which i regret.
it came up to my realization that time is more important than anything else.
i can't turn back time
and i can't make time.
good thing is that i haven't reached my 20 before realizing this fact.

life is short.
time is fast.

this life was given by God and i believe that we should return Him a favor by living this life for Him. :)

according to Psalms 90:12
"teach us to number our days aright that we may gain a heart of wisdom."

our days are numbered, we should spend more time in things that are important.
we must ask God to give us a heart of wisdom that we may be wise in where to spend this limited time.

i choose to:
spend time with God
spend time with my family
spend time with my friends
spend time in sharing what Jesus had done for us.

as i end this blog,
i want to share this line from twilight.
if you can live forever, what do you live for? :)

let us focus on things more important..

(isaac and rebekah)

ever wonder how your love story would start? :)
you probably were reading piles of love story novels...

a cute story from the Bible gives us a picture of how amazing God writes our love story.

Genesis 24

When Abraham was old, he asked his servant (the one in charge in all that he had) to find a wife for his son, Isaac. Abraham was holding on to the promise of God that he would make his offspring dwell in the promise land, and part of the promise God said to Abraham is that his offspring(Isaac) would get a wife from his original country(the place where Abraham came from and where God asked Abraham to leave). the servant was quite unsure if he can get a wife for Isaac without letting Isaac go in that place, or if the girl will be willing to follow them.It is because according to Abraham, let not Isaac go in the place where he came from.

the search for the 1st lady :)

In faith, the servant went to the place where he is asked to go. He brought 10 camels with him and some precious gifts for the future wife of Isaac. when he arrived in the city, he let the camels kneel down at the time when the women is go out to draw some water. he prayed to God to make his mission be a successful one. he asked God that the one who will give him water and water the camels will be the future wife of Isaac.

out of all the beautiful ladies drawing water in the well, rebekah (a very attractive woman, whom no man had known) was the one he was looking for. the servant asked rebekah for water to drink and to his surprise, rebekah also water his camels. after seeing the miraculous coincidence, he prayed with thanksgiving for God does not only answers his prayers but also is faithful to his promises. he found out that rebeka's father was his mater' kinsmen. so he gave the gifts he brought.

on their way to rebekah' house, they saw his brothers already had prepared a place where the camels can stay. what an amazing God! (even camels, he is mindful of :p)

what's amazing is, the response of rebekah's family
"the thing has come from the Lord, we can not speak to you bad or good. behold, rebekah is before you take her and go. let her be the wife of your master's son as the Lord has spoken"

even rebakah hasn't seen Isaac, she still went and obeyed because she believed that this perfect coincidence came from God.

as they travel back to Abraham's tent, Isaac was meditating. (cant imagine how perfectly God answered the request of Isaac ;)) at the end of the chapter, a short verse was written. "Isaac loved rebekah." :)

-i'm just touched with the story of Isaac and Rebekah.
they are both in different places but still God made a way.
Abraham was in faith that God will do what He promised. (we should know God's promises so we know what we hold on to)
the servant was obedient and prayerful asking for the will of God. (be obedient, pray! be sensitive on where God is leading us to )
Rebekah was faithful in doing her duty, to draw water from the well. She doesn't know that part of her drawing of water is God's plan. (so girls, let us be faithful in doing things, whatever it is)
Rebekah's family was not against the mystical coincidence that has taken place but instead they respond with joy. (if it is the will of God, our family will not be against it)
Isaac's story while waiting was not mentioned in the story but i am sure that as he meditate to God, he is also asking God of the characteristics of his soon to be wife will have. that is why i conclude that the first time that they saw each other, they were both attracted to one another.(God will not give us partners that we don't like, ask and you will recieve)


happy heart's day.
i hope we are all inspired with the story that is God written.
wait..
be patient.. =)
all things will fall into the right place if we focus on God!

Dota

i really don't know what is with Dota that made many people addicted to it.
so afternoon of February 09,2009, i asked one of my closest friend to teach me how to play dota.
we decided to play near FEU.
there were so many computer in the shop, 200 plus i think.
90% were playing the game (DOTA).what does DOTA mean anyway?
quite amazed, a little excitement sprung in the SA node of my heart.
frozen throne.
the character i chose was Razor. ;)
i really enjoyed playing Dota =)
i enjoyed killing the creeps :)
but sadly, i lost the game twice.
i realize that the game is a good bonding time with friends.
a time not quite productive but a time away from school works hahahha

while i was in class,
i cant stop thinking on when will i play again..

now is the time.
til here nalng.. dota na ko =)